I can't cope with that..god please forgive me!

Dear God,

Please give me the strength to do this,

please help me to pass through this and manage it.

I want to be a better person and ask for Your forgiveness for everything I’ve done. I dont know how much longer I can go on like this,

I cant pushing You away.

I need You in my life and not just need You but want You in my life.

Please help me to pass through these upcoming days.

God,I dont want to battle anymore.

I’m mentality tired!

I just want to get along without the stress and worry.

I want to be with the people I love on her birthday,

God, I need you all the time.

I need your guidance, I need your mercy.

Bless the person I love and protect them from evil.

If this is one of Your plans for me.

Help me to be a little bit stronger to pass through this quickly

I hope everything will be fine by tomorrow.

God,I dont even know what to say to you anymore, it is like I am blank, I just dont know what to say.

Feels like I have no motivation, no will, no feelings except sadness and helplessness

God,You know everything, You know what I need and what is best for me so please do Your will in my life.I ask this in Jesus name.

Amen

Dudi Dudi..please go away :(

Nah..Im tired of reading Kitchen Management 1 notes
I don't feel like want to read it at all and those tips given by Mr.Ho gonna be nothing to me right now :(
seems like everything been made from pieces of shyt!
I need a break,I need cigarettes,I want to lay down on my bed..

seems like everything went wrong.....

I don't know... :(
I been having bad luck lately and that's why I need a lucky charm.

Wait wait..Dudi..she was my lucky charm :)

Hold on.. I think I know what's the problem that I'm having right now..

I MISS MY DUDI...!!!

Yes!!I do miss her now..so badly!and I hate this!
because. . .
I just can't concentrate on my revision

Dudi Dudi go away.. :P


Well..Thinking back..no matter how many hours we've spent together.
I still missing her >.<
and I feel like wanna pinch her cheeks right now! haha..
I need to talk to her..missing to hear her voice,her laughs..everything!!
If i could hear her voice for awhile right now it would be a cure for me!!

Wish Dudi were here so I can tell her how pretty she would be in the future ngahaha.. O.O'

Dudi Dudi please go away...Qiun Qiun want to continue study..can?


Oh yea!..I just found out full term of ILY =.=' ( lambat pick-up )

IMU+ILY too Dudi =D

I bet you will say Noob Dudi after reading this..
at least you smile when saying it =)

Dudi Dudi Please go away..

I like to visualize...so?

There's nothing wrong if you like to dream ok? Yes everyone did and proudly saying I am a natural born dreamer. .and so are you :) haha..

I like to dream and in the dreams, I can come out with many good things in life. With the person I love and have the money to live comfortably. With visualization, you can create whatever you want, provided you're able to settle on one thing and follow known processes through to their successful completion. You can use creative visualization to get a new job, find a new relationship, improve your self confidence.

In fact there's nothing you cannot be, have, or do by using creative visualization effectively and consistently. >.<

Practise creative visualization as much as you can. This is a part of your future plannings as what my Mom told me. It may bring you great change in life!

*** At least it could makes you feel better and forget your problems ^-^v *

MUSICK or MUSIC :)

One of the things in life i like best is music.
Eventho Im didn't know much about music theories or instruments, yet i feel that music is a fundamental part of humans >.<
I listen to all sorts of music.Since young, I have wide taste of music, from the 60's Heavy Metal band,Fat Domino,Jimmy Hendrix Jazz and Fushion from underground musicians. Yes I listen to classics too :)

That was younger years. ^-^v

However, I feel the popular music nowadays is getting worse..Since some singers started to sing using the monotone and it sounded like Robotic Era Songs..which this will makes untalented singer still could sing also and celebrates Grammy.
And guess what,mostly this kind of music will be forgotten in a couple months and people will move to another ROBOT singer..I am kinda disappointed :(
still have to deal with it..we just follow the flow right?

I have listened to a lot of music lately, not all of it within the comfort genre my ears are used to.

Good music I find is those which has emotion,and a soul. You listen to music that makes you laugh, cry, or just lift up your happy mood and you connect to it. It's like the music reaches inside you and touches your heart.

Cigarettes to be sold only in packs of 20's and above. The reason stated is Stupid. >.<

I question sometimes how someone can make a public statement and try to make themselves sound intelligent and miserably fail time and time again.

The subject matter here is in selling cigarettes in no less than packs of 20s.The stupid reason is so that it would be harder for minors to buy them.

Duuuh!

In case they forget... ..many shops out there selling cigarettes in loose sticks. So tell me would the strategy work entirely?efficiently?? Or there is by divine intervention that buy selling in larger packs these kids will give up?

the answer is No.they can start sharing money to buy a box right?

The form of packaging would not give an impact that is sought after.It is the sellers that needs to be monitored and legal action taken if they sell to minors.This could be the case of following just because other countries are doing it as well.

Follow the herd~ yess follow the herd!!!!

p/s: zZz